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QUEUE-JUMPING辫子 7月8日 7月8日 我依然不能上传图片时间一分一秒的过，两天感到过万年般漫长，苦涩的心情，一份一秒的折磨我，不得不的等待。让我显得格外的被动。我就好像一头扎进去般，拔也拔不出来。 一开始，我似乎显得太过张扬了，让我不得不心虚逃避所谓的结果。 一直在检讨之前的作为，一直再想能不能更好。我自认为我每走一步都是显得小心谨慎的，但也仅仅是自认为，我承认自己是个心态不佳的人，包含着优柔寡断的性格，显得格外的突兀。内心始终的不平静，让我害怕度过每一分钟，乃至每一秒。也许真的是我太早给自己吹响胜利的号角，导致如今的黯然失色。 难道那么点的自信有错误的吗？ 我不禁想自问。 可现实显然比我更有发言权。4月10日 谢谢有你们在～最近一直很忙碌，似乎我的心情也着每天的变化而变化着，时而急躁，时而忧虑。
原来出国并不是我想的这么简单，杂七杂八事笼在一起，就变的没有方向。
原本认为自己能解决应付这些事，但似乎并没有那么容易。时而忙乱手脚，弄得盲目不堪。
使得一月的那张计划表，逐渐失去了它的意义。。。
但值得庆幸的是，帮助我的人。真的，很感谢在适当的时候给予我及时的帮助.
Friends：CZoey，Bill，Daily，yinzhi,etc
Teacher：Tim，James，Taoqiong,Xin etc
Companion:Binhua Ye, Yomi, Emma, Jay
谢谢有你们在～
时常想按自己的方式走，当控制不了现实，不要灰心，光明仅仅就在黑暗的背面。 ——受到Bill的启发 3月20日 Music resounds again～也许是我对音乐的太挑剔，或是我的情绪找不到适合的音乐来抒发。
整整快一个月我这很安静，比起前半个月的阴雨绵绵，现在的天气更让人快活点。
阳光对我影响并不是很直接，因为不管刮风下雨，我依然在我屋檐下呆着。
真不知道从何说起，什么时候我变这么宅了。不安定的我似乎很久没急急忙忙的走出家门去下个目的地。
不安定的性格居然安定的宅着，真有点妙。
今天做完瑜伽，脑子一片空白，好像什么都成了过隐云烟般消失在空气里，只想一口气钻进被窝，静静等着入睡。
我讨厌追赶时间，我希望时间跟着我，自由自在的让我舒展。可仅仅只能在语言中舒展下，离不开现实。
好像越来越多人说我，像个小孩，像个没心没肺的丫头，太纯了点，太真了点～
我不反对别人眼中的自己，但我也有我眼中的别人。还是那句老话，成长时间来证明。
如果用某些东西来比喻我，我想是“羽毛”～飘呀飘，随风而舞，停到哪是哪，有着很多的可能在～
我和我的同龄人即将面临着选择，有很多障碍会难以跨越，我坚定无论我做出怎样的选择，都是我未来能负得起的。
因为我还年轻。～
3月3日 THANK U FOR ZOEYwhat a coincidence day! Today is also Tuesday .I am also busy .I consider that maybe I can write something for once a week. Today, I am really glad to meeting some classmates. You know, I have not seen for so long time.I miss my friends so much. Specially mentioned, Surey Jin and Tracy Jin and another Jin (I am not sure about her English name. Forgive me please.) ha ha~ I really enjoyed talking with them in Tracy Jin's car when we were left the school. And we talked about some topics which are really interesting. We were discussed the English name for quite long time . I remember when I told them my new English name , Surey answered said:" Your name sound good , but spelling is little unusual." "I think so but I like it. My teacher said this name is not common one and it is always as the first name...".I said. Later, Tracy said:" I want the name for my dog. Give me some advice to me please." "WA~ you have a dog really? Greatly! "I said surprise. "Yes, it's true!" she answered." Oh, you are so lucky; I have a dream that one day I would own. ". And then I though for a while, and I said :"QB! QB is good, it’s kind of funny and lovely." She also agreed with me. WA ..."QB" is bored now. In the end, thank you for the Tracy's driver. he did't disturbed us at when we were chatting just driving in silence. HA HA .
Share the website of English name with u ,maybe someone will check it out. http://www.yingwenming.com/index.htm
THANK YOU FOR GIVE SOME SUGGEST ! OK, GOOD NIGHT!
2月25日 TO CORRECT !——I try it writing some English.I want to say something what happened today,because it's a very busy day.
I got up early , and went to the private hospital in Nanjin road ,and then I went to the public hospital.
This hospital is famous for the dentistr. it's so uncomforable when the doctor treats ,and some ache.
But it's very troubling that I couldn't return home soon because I was awfully tired. I have a first lesson at IERNING at evening.
I had to wait outside for 3 hours. Later, I found the cafe and ate something. It' important to have a rest for a moment.
3 hours was so long, and so boring! I tried to read something I was obviously not a good state.
Then , when I came to LEARNING ,I found I was first arrived. eh....But I was surprised to discover that our class teather was my acquaintance.
I asked the Man " How many teathers are called Tim?" .He answer me " only one." Oh my god, what a coincidence! I was so preasure at suddenly. The course is chiefly concerned with the basics of IELTS. There are more than 20 sudents in this course. The audience consisted mostly of my contemporaries.and some employees who lost their job and want to increasted their professional competency. maybe....I assumed it.
In the end , I came back my home and went to bed now. OK. it's over now.
Inadditon: maybe I made mistake in my content. For example : grammar !! Please give some suggest for me Thank U ! Good night!
2月14日 make works by 2142月9日 1月20之后的日子似乎每一刀都将在我身上划过。手术外显得格外寒冷，只见一个个的病人接连被推进手术室。
每当手术的门打开都掀动着每个人的心弦，周围的人越来越多了起来。然而显得特别安静，
陪同的人都不愿多少什么话，只是心里默默的祈祷亲人平安。
我很庆幸，妈妈是第一个出来的，我能第一时间在她身边。那一刻我都不知道我说了什么，
只记得妈妈轻轻的说了句“没事，一点都不疼”。。。。
谢天谢地妈妈没事，我重来都没觉得妈妈变得这么让人怜惜，显得很瘦弱。。。
我尽心的护理照顾，深怕有什么没有做好。
以至于最后，搞得亲戚们好似“真情人物评选”一样相互流传。
值得欣喜的妈妈没事了，渐渐康复着，这对我来说是最大的安慰了。
 今天是元宵，这“过年”也算是告一段落了，
之前
小年夜挺着寒风让16扇窗旧貌换新颜，
大年初一排列了50多米的队去烧香。
走亲访友间渡过了剩下5天，暗自庆幸积累了点本钱。
还算是完成之前的指标，接下来有更艰巨要克服了，看来今年注定不平凡。（写到这 得知央视起火。。。额）
1月28日 In mindI continued searching,certain only of what I didn't want .
 “我一直在追寻，但我只能确定什么是我不想要的。”——摘自《午后巴塞多纳》
分享和我同龄人。
1月20日 1月，前20天今天是2009年1月20日，在之前的20日中，
我生了病，医生给我看好了；
我坏了鼠标，震震给我了个：
我电脑进水，姨夫给我修好了；
我损失了硬盘，换来电脑起死回生；
我错过了开班，培训顾问让我插了班；
我上课第一天就迟到，老师也迟到了；
我被人放了鸽子，h&m让我轻松购物；
我不满发型与店家理论，才知剪发人是总监：
我初进一个论坛发贴，却被排挤成二流中介；
。。。
在1月之后的日子里，
我要和妈妈一起大扫除，扫除灰尘，扫除晦气，重新整顿。
我要和爸妈开年去烧香，诚心祈福，一切安好。
我要积攒最后笔压岁钱，顺利完成毕业设计，重整我私房。
愿大家开年顺利！
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